In a relationship status madness

Announcing on Facebook that you are in a relationship is pure madness.

Madness!

MADNESS!!!

Link here: http://www.facebook.com/chinkeykeekai?v=wall&story_fbid=433899018581

Well, I guess I really love Nate :) I just hope my family will see what I see in him when they meet him soon. When? Definitely not in the very near future... yet.

Finally

Me: Oh that's ok. You have a new girl friend naman eh! I'm better than a brand new TV.

Him: Right! You are bigger than a 50-inch TV (literally).

Me: Yabang! Pagpumayat ako, break na tayo.

So i guess we are officially together since yesterday morning. After the lights off before we slept when i finally said i love him. I do. I don't know if it's much but it's a good enough to start with.

So I am now 29

So I am now 29. A year to go before i reach 30. Scared? Of course, not... yet.

WARNING: The next lines are cheesy-speak.

While i was driving home minutes ago from a very, very long day of catching up and email wars, i couldn't help but to throw a really silly smirk to myself (sorry, i can't help it!). Nate's birthday gift to me is exactly what i want and need -- a pick-me-up. He gave me the sun, the perfectly blue sky, and the warmth. Everything was just perfect. I was (still am) very happy. By far the best birthday ever and i really can't wait for next year!

To Nate: no pressure, dear, but really you need to top this one next year.

So how are Nate and i? We are getting better. I used to think i need an equally stubborn partner but he made me realize that patience is the key. Don't get me wrong, we fight all the time and i push his limits (as he always say) way too much. But he constantly proves that he understands me no matter how mean i get to him.

Far as i know, I promised myself that this year is for building relationships. I am still on-track.

I am starving

It has been nearly 2 weeks without sex and i am starved.

I.am.dying.

Dying!

DYING, i tell you!

2 long weekends has passed and this is not a happy disposition.

Frustrating.

This Fish

Ok. This is as predicted.

I fucked the fish and now it's starting to get messy. No condom last night and it is worrying me. Apparently he has some stash but totally forgot to use. What gives?

I really can't help it. He is hot. He is an enigma and most of all he is really good in bed. Who am I to actually say "no" to that?

I am beginning to actually like him. All I asked was just an elevator action and now am getting some more.

Is it goodbye time now?

I really dunno what is wrong with me. When I like some.. i LIKE someone. Interest turns into obsession and it is really surprising how I can hold off and wait for him until I give the deadliest deadline.

I like him. I really do. But I just can't wait that long.

It has always been a running joke amongst friends how I always say I am done with it but then would sporadically change my mind and say not yet. This has been going on for months now and really it is time to stop. I want to move on.

So, to you: you only have until this Saturday to take me out. No ifs, buts, and whatnots.

Time

Time is the most important gift you can give to one person -- if he is important.

If you are not willing to give time,  then the chase has no meaning.

Yesterday, I decided to finally let it go.